Hey, my loves. I thought for a minute that I forgot how to write. Haha. But life moves in waves…and sometimes atmospheric rivers. So here I am. Writing. It’s 4:44 am and I’m up. I woke up weeping again. Took 2 GABA and drank some water, splashed cold water on my face. Anyways. I’m at …
Well, we’ve arrived. Here at King’s Day, or ‘Mother’s Night’ as the old ones would say. And it’s a Full Moon. What a wave. The Omens over these 12 nights have been beautiful, terrifying, and inspiring. I pulled Firefly for the Omen Day of December. Returning full circle to now, we’ve walked through the …
For today’s Omen, a dream. I was up all night in the Full Moon, going through some very difficult grief waves. Crying, screaming, shaking, hyperventilating, the whole ptsd kaboodle. Oof. Then, when I finally surrendered into sleep, I received these dreams~ In dreamtime I’m at an oak table and I’m receiving a card reading. The …
https://emilyra.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/01/8143B3E9-322F-4717-9E9B-7C4E2C87BDA2.mp4 ‘Mahamundi’ – A song written along the Rose Petalled Path inside The Temple of the Muse with Marya Stark. While toning and freewriting with 13 other Womyn and meditating on the concept of preconception and birth, this song poured through. Recording, mixing drum and bass with the multi-talented Arcturian Dream . Download on Bandcamp …
Alright, here we are. Omen Day 10. Wooosh. Still in it. But barely. Just the last remnants of tinsel linger around town. We’re back to work. Getting shit done. And dealing with the repercussions of the first of the month and all that. I can feel the stress in the air after all the hurrying …
Okay, hey. It’s Omen Day 9 and I’m definitely starting to wonder if committing to a daily blog was actually a good idea. Haha. It’s a lot to stay consistent with writing and drawing a knot each day, and dreaming, and just being a human with real human stuff going on. But you …
Greetings from my bed circa 5:55 am. I’m still recovering from days of brutal grief waves. I had a dream last night where only a small section of myself was available online to connect. And as I woke up I though, that’s okay. See I’m one of those people who was born riiiiight …
Omen Day 7 Omen Day 7 – Dolphins and Grief I had a really hard night last night. Everything was seemingly okay and then in the middle of the night I got triggered, and wooooooshhhh. I was taken by my grief into a very deep place. A scary place. My face and hair is still …
My dreams last night were unremarkable. That’s okay. You can’t force dreammaker. Besides, there’s a lot to focus on in waking life. A lot to process from previous dreams. A lot to prepare for the bright future of our upcoming Dreamwalker Course. And spider may be tiny, but they’re huge symbolically. They’re enough. The Celtic …
I put a pen and paper next to the bed last night to see what I would write down in the middle of the night. I went to sleep with sharks on my mind, since that’s my card pull for Omen Day 5. When I awoke, this is what I wrote: ‘Comparing rounded …
