Sigh. My poor therapist. She’s really got her work cut out for her haha Right now we’re working on a project for art therapy. It’s a pamphlet that explains who I am and what I value so that I can share with the next person who attempts to date me. It will cover things like …
I wish I had gotten a better education about segx when I was a kid. Like for real, where were the places we could go and truly understand the complexities of love and relationships?! The adults seemed so ashamed, so secretive, and yet in TV and movies and on the internet all I’d see is …
Can I get a witness? Preface: I’m expressing this publicly because I need to be witnessed. I’m feeling intensely as I sit by the river and process. I need to be seen in my vulnerability , radical honesty, and in pain. If you’re able to hold space, offer support, or prayers thank you you’re …
If you feel pressured by social media to be good looking, spiritual, and cool, my love, enough is enough. Let it go. You’re enough right now where you’re at, and the more you can love and accept the fact that you’re whole, the more you’ll feel the sparkle you desire. Evolution is Inevitable. No need …
Hey, my loves. I thought for a minute that I forgot how to write. Haha. But life moves in waves…and sometimes atmospheric rivers. So here I am. Writing. It’s 4:44 am and I’m up. I woke up weeping again. Took 2 GABA and drank some water, splashed cold water on my face. Anyways. I’m at …
For today’s Omen, a dream. I was up all night in the Full Moon, going through some very difficult grief waves. Crying, screaming, shaking, hyperventilating, the whole ptsd kaboodle. Oof. Then, when I finally surrendered into sleep, I received these dreams~ In dreamtime I’m at an oak table and I’m receiving a card reading. The …
Greetings from my bed circa 5:55 am. I’m still recovering from days of brutal grief waves. I had a dream last night where only a small section of myself was available online to connect. And as I woke up I though, that’s okay. See I’m one of those people who was born riiiiight …
Omen Day 7 Omen Day 7 – Dolphins and Grief I had a really hard night last night. Everything was seemingly okay and then in the middle of the night I got triggered, and wooooooshhhh. I was taken by my grief into a very deep place. A scary place. My face and hair is still …
My dreams last night were unremarkable. That’s okay. You can’t force dreammaker. Besides, there’s a lot to focus on in waking life. A lot to process from previous dreams. A lot to prepare for the bright future of our upcoming Dreamwalker Course. And spider may be tiny, but they’re huge symbolically. They’re enough. The Celtic …
I put a pen and paper next to the bed last night to see what I would write down in the middle of the night. I went to sleep with sharks on my mind, since that’s my card pull for Omen Day 5. When I awoke, this is what I wrote: ‘Comparing rounded …
